ups and downs of ma life

// April 24th, 2010 // BlOGS

wanna utter some words and make some sound

but take 2 to make a conversation

within me a voice speaks but doesnt answer all

bounded I speak to it coz no one around to share

living the ups and downs of life

I find smiles within sadness so called fakeness

my inner soul says u deserve to smile

but I feel down as I am running through memories

Blinded am I coz I cant see and I cant think

breathing in some air I do feel alive

But still feel so dead as its not me

running through faith i try to climb up

climp up the stairs I have fallen

coz I know fell down to climb more up

between u n me lies a line of inifinty

and time to realise its not hapening again

the spark has gone and the lights are off

something better on its way so we are to walk alone

living what life has brought but it aint bad

Its just how everyone take it how they make out of it

Hope to rise together but the journey seemed to be single

and the destination to be different

I have cried my tears and dryed my eyes

Moved up a distance and made space of my own

loved to love you but wasnt forever

I look back and memories is what hurts

jaded,faded gone or those days

I should now stand and show

what I am and what i could be more

every puzzle made cant be solved

every mystery cant be sort out

but the life i live I know the destination

its not u and Its not what i want

still plenty of words in my pool

but seems so enough for today

so now let me take a stand

u will hear from me later again….