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One of his Kind

// August 11th, 2010 // No Comments » // BlOGS

Dont care if the phone rings or not really

doesn’t matter whats coming on the TV

The streets got busy in its time and is empty now

so has the rain rained and the clouds in have cleared out

A thousand feelings within me and none to pour it on to

Deep within myself I reach and think again is all I could do

wise am I or still a stubborn kid

and still thinking with a unsolved puzzle on the desk

knowing time wont wait neither anything around me

again I think am I..Am i only one of my Kind ?

Holding on to reality and Dwelling into My Past

I have no regrets for the thing that were done

good times were there with a reason

but ended up clearing way for better things

am I ..aM i the only one thinking about life?

the way its taking and the turns it is making
My thought ends up as the day ends

another tomorrow comes and again I think

Am I ..am I only one of my kind ?

~emote~

ups and downs of ma life

// April 24th, 2010 // 1 Comment » // BlOGS

wanna utter some words and make some sound

but take 2 to make a conversation

within me a voice speaks but doesnt answer all

bounded I speak to it coz no one around to share

living the ups and downs of life

I find smiles within sadness so called fakeness

my inner soul says u deserve to smile

but I feel down as I am running through memories

Blinded am I coz I cant see and I cant think

breathing in some air I do feel alive

But still feel so dead as its not me

running through faith i try to climb up

climp up the stairs I have fallen

coz I know fell down to climb more up

between u n me lies a line of inifinty

and time to realise its not hapening again

the spark has gone and the lights are off

something better on its way so we are to walk alone

living what life has brought but it aint bad

Its just how everyone take it how they make out of it

Hope to rise together but the journey seemed to be single

and the destination to be different

I have cried my tears and dryed my eyes

Moved up a distance and made space of my own

loved to love you but wasnt forever

I look back and memories is what hurts

jaded,faded gone or those days

I should now stand and show

what I am and what i could be more

every puzzle made cant be solved

every mystery cant be sort out

but the life i live I know the destination

its not u and Its not what i want

still plenty of words in my pool

but seems so enough for today

so now let me take a stand

u will hear from me later again….

~emote~

this one is for you mom

// January 17th, 2010 // 1 Comment » // BlOGS

there is no where else i wanna be
else than resting my head on ur lap
its aint just ur sweet fragnance
its just the love u always give

in ur arms i forget all my pain
but everything i gave u was pain
I have lied and I have
but mom u always have forgiven

the nights u waked when i was sick
and the tears u cried when i was in pain
tears in ur eyes when i was down
and joy in ur face when i was around

years passed by and u always been the same
and ur love is always what i gained
now u aint around and i miss so
i cant do a thing even u r down

we fighted a lot but then u always loved
i love u mom coz u r the best
days were bad but u always believed in me
took all my sadness and gave all ur smiles
mom could u give me just one more hug

wanna c u soon and be like a baby
wanna grow again and yea being ur son

~emote~